abandonment

I'm so scared to fall in love, I always **** it up

Won’t let them leave me so I do it first

I close my eyes, open up

And every time just my luck

That I always end up hurt

But I'm too scared to waterfall into a broken heart again, abandonment

You will be the death of me

You make it hard to eat or sleep

Afraid you're gonna make me be alone

And all my friendships burning down

The second that we build a house

You lock me out with nowhere left to go

You make me question every relationship I have

And leave me with a scar over my heart

No matter how I medicate

None of it goes away

So I can never tell what’s real or not

You make it hard for me to

Open up my broken heart again, abandonment

You will be the death of me

You make it hard to eat or sleep

Afraid you're gonna make me be alone

Yeah, all my friendships burning down

The second that we build a house

You lock me out with nowhere left to go

You ruin every, every, everything, everyone

You just push them away

But what if they, what if they, what if they, what if they

What if they really just wanted to stay

And say

I won't let you abandon me

You're all I want and all I need

And I will never leave you alone

When everything is burning down

I promise you I'll be around

Even if you don't know where to go

Even if you don't, even if you don't

I won’t let you go