willow ave

Wish I would've stayed in my bed

Put all my dreams in my nightstand

You said I changed with your eyes red

Whispered "okay" under my breath

Wish I would've stayed in my bed

Put all my dreams in my nightstand

You said I changed with your eyes red

Whispered "okay" under my breath

Looks like you've got nothing done

Your value is lost

Oh, what have you become?

The critic inside you is holding a gun

To your head, one false move and the chamber is spun

I'm a fake to myself, live uncomfortably numb

Mechanism for coping is biting my tongue

I've lost focus in all this sought solace in sun-

-light is burning my eyes, which direction is it coming from?

Stupid thoughts halt my momentum, run from everyone

And everything ignore your friends and family it's fun

I stopped caring so damn long ago, zero to one

I commentate my complications constantly I'm done

Wish I would've stayed in my bed

Put all my dreams in my nightstand

You said I changed with your eyes red

Whispered "okay" under my breath

Wish I would've stayed in my bed

Put all my dreams in my nightstand

You said I changed with your eyes red

Whispered "okay" under my breath

You cannot hurt me

But she gon' break me down into a fine pulp

This shit taste like chicken I can barely tell its asphalt

Somethin' creep up behind me when I turn around it's no one

She could rip my face from off my body and it's my fault

Pause

She don't really mean it, she just do it for the applause

I choose not to believe it, all of a sudden I am calm

I'm convinced they hate me but they lock it in their thoughts

I just need some reassurance here and there to keep me going

Girl, can you tell me what's up?

I can't read your face when you got your walls up

Look out on the lake you could see it light up

It's even better in the winter you should try to come up

Seems like summer never started

Haven't left my apartment in months

Why can't I just get you out

Keep screaming with my head down

Feels like nothing is an option

And I'm always exhausted

Tryna pull myself together

Check my phone and it's December, whatever

Wish I would've stayed, you'd-a liked that

Put all my dreams in a nightstand

You said I changed with your eyes red

Whispered "okay" under my breath

Yeah

She makes home feel like a home in my head

And when I'm with her I feel hope again