crowded locations

What would you do if I were to tell you

I've been up, but I'm now about to fall?

Six feet down, this hole I've been digging

Tell my mom, this ain't at all her fault

Hope's been high, you gave me it all

But leaves do change, the winter got too cold

All alone in crowded locations

Walking like a ghost down in this hall

Yeah, when I lay down I don't touch the ground for like

25 hours at a time now

I can't seem to pass out in the night

Can't get rid of this frown, lights out

I wake up, say what's up to a vampire

We catch up and say cheers to the monsters

I've got sad, I don't think there's a cure for

So why try?

Tell me what you mean

Tell me what you feel, for heaven's sake

Do you think you can bail on everything?

Leave me here to wait, just hanging

Tell me what you see

Tell me all your hope has gone away

I will walk with you on the way

You could feel better any day now, any day

I'm tryna hold the pieces together

But it's a puzzle

I've been acting like I'm fine

But I'm honestly deep in trouble

Yo, depression has been killing me

So why we always cuddle?

And anxiety is the twin

Yo, Kaleb, I'm seeing double

Okay, I think I need to find me some hope

I heard a man could walk on water

Well then find me the boat

Find me a rope

I'm hanging all the pain that I know

Instead of highs

I need to find a better way I can cope

Lately, I've been living on the surface

Uncertain and really nervous

Been searching

For higher purpose

Been praying and reading verses

My mind has been in a circus

I'm thinking my thoughts in cursive

I'm scared that I'm burden

But you tell me that I'm perfect

You tell me that I'm perfect

Did you really mean that?

Did you really mean that?

Did you really mean that?

I need to know before I go and base my life on this

Can you make a promise?

Tell me you'll be honest with me I just need the truth

Let me pray

I don't feel okay

All this heavyweight

Let me pray

I don't feel okay

All this heavyweight

I need strength

Take depression out

And roll him on some skates

I've been calling, calling, calling

I can hear him on the phone

I'm weakling by myself

Bro, I can't do this on my own

I've been couped up

In my room bruh

Devil knocking on my door

I threw the deuce up

The pain be hurting me

Like surgery

I feel it in my bones

Oh god, I know you got my back

So you won't leave me here alone, yeah

What would you do if I were to tell you?

I've been up, but I'm now about to fall?

Six feet down, this hole I've been digging

Tell my mom, this ain't at all her fault

Hope's been high, you gave me it all

But leaves do change, the winter got too cold

All alone in crowded locations

Walking like a ghost down in this hall