Civil War

If I ever get to Heaven, gonna walk up to His desk and say

Got a couple questions

Wonder whether you can answer me?

You put everything together

Yeah, You made me just the way I am

If You're a lover that can tell me, then please help me understand

Why You put good into my heart

Then tease me with evil since the day I was born

Guilty and confused, I ripped myself apart

When You always knew I'd be a civil war

That I'd be a civil war, that I'd be a civil war

What'd You make me that way for?

That I'd be a civil war

Now I've been living with my demons

They've been eating at me every day

I like change 'round my neck

Most nights get the best of me

And I'm ashamed, I'm amazed, I'm afraid of the wicked I need

And I'm sure there's silver ling, and I'm trying, but I cannot see

Why You put good into my heart

Then tease me with evil since the day I was born

Guilty and confused, I ripped myself apart

When You always knew I'd be a civil war

That I'd be a civil war, that I'd be a civil war

Now, what'd You make me that way for?

I'd be a civil war

'Cause damn it, I'm tired and I wanna change

But You put it right into my DNA

So just for one evening, I curse Your name

And ask why the hell do You do this to me?

Why would you put, why would you put

Good into my heart

Then tease me with evil since the day I was born

Guilty and confused, I ripped myself apart

When You always knew I'd be a civil war

That I'd be a civil war, that I'd be a civil war

Now, what'd You make me that way for?

I'd be a civil war