Do You Turn Red?

Do you turn red

When I am freezing

I close my eyes and dream about it

I remember what I did

I'd fold and lose it

Then I'd wake up and scream in my bed

Yes I remember everything

You'd look at me with eyes glistening

Glistening glistening glistening

Then I'd turn red

And feel like sinking

We'd howl about it in the morning

You would tell me everything

Not like it's desperate

I reimagine every day

I know I magnify in my head

I'm scared I won't forget 'til I'm dead

I'm dead I'm dead I'm