Treading Water

So overwhelmed right now, don't have it figured out just yet

You don't try to understand that I don't fit your box of tricks

Got your life worked out, but I had to teach myself this shit

Gamble every move I make to stop my heart from giving in

I don't mind, I don't mind

I don't mind drowning for a little while

I'm on a road that you would never drive

Didn't you know that this is real life?

I don't mind, I don't mind

I don't mind drowning in the meantime

Treading water but I'm still alive

You wouldn't know what that feels like

I, I'm not chasing dotted lines

I'm waiting for the tide to rise

And carry me right through the night

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Things used to wear me down, sink right into the abyss

I'm so glad I didn't quit when you said I shouldn't take the risk

Nothing is for sure, but I'm gripping onto this

Now I can admit that I've found my peace in my own loneliness

I don't mind, I don't mind

I don't drowning for a little while

Treading water but I'm still alive

You wouldn't know what that feels like

I, I'm not chasing dotted lines

I'm waiting for the tide to rise

And carry me right through the night

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

It's alright, it's okay

I don't mind what you wanna say

It's alright, it's okay

I don't mind

It's alright, it's okay

I don't mind what you wanna say

What you're gonna say

I, I'm not chasing dotted lines

I'm waiting for the tide to rise

And carry me right through the night

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Treading, treading

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Treading, treading

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Treading, treading

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Treading, treading

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Treading water

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Treading water

I'm treading water but I'm still alive