Notice

Covered up in lies

When they ask I'm fine

It's like I almost believe em'

Everything I'm creating

I think I might this time

I'll be better somehow

We all got love for the weekends

And I said I was eager

So if I only try

Fake a smile

Say I'm good

Lock it up for the moment

Hoping that they won't notice

But I only cry

Waste my time

Feeling blue

Hanging with my emotions

Hoping that they won't notice

I know I try

I know I hide

Lock it up for the moment

Hoping that they won't notice

I know I try

I know I hide

Lock it up for the moment

Hoping that they won't notice

Now's it's ten o'clock

I don't like small talk

It's like I'm searching for reasons

To get closer to leaving

Already used my cards

And you're already bored

Yeah guess I've never been decent

At the smooth conversations

So if I only try

Fake a smile

Say I'm good

Lock it up for the moment

Hoping that they won't notice

But I only cry

Waste my time

Feeling blue

Hanging with my emotions

Hoping that they will notice

I know I try

I know I hide

Lock it up for the moment

Hoping that they won't notice

I know I try

I know I hide

Lock it up for the moment

Hoping that they won't notice

But the truth is I'd rather stay home

Watching some old TV show

So I can escape the world

Pretending I'm just like her

Tell em' I'm full of regret

So I don't have to to feel bad

Yeah this time was different

But I know it don't make sense

So if I only try

Fake a smile

Say I'm good

Lock it up for the moment

Hoping that they won't notice

But I only cry

Waste my time

Feeling blue

Hanging with my emotions

Hoping that they will notice

I know I try

I know I hide

Lock it up for the moment

Hoping that they won't notice

I know I try

I know I hide

Lock it up for the moment

Hoping that they won't notice