Bad at Being Broken

I cry a lot at 1AM and tell nobody

But I'm who my friends go to when they are struggling

And I say I want to see the world but I'm scared to fly

I don't believe in zodiacs and then I blame it on my sign

And I love comedy but the irony is

No one's laughing when it's you the punchline hits

I'm my own best enemy and my worst hypocrite

The joke's on me, it always is

I'm not even good enough to be damaged goods

I'm even bad at being broken

I'm my own best enemy and worst hypocrite

I'm used to feeling out of place, so it's okay if you can't relate

Don't feel good enough to even be called damaged goods and

I'm even bad at being broken

Wish you called me more but I never call back

Tell everyone to relax then have a panic attack

An extrovert who suffers with social anxiety

Act like I don't care what you think but I need you to like me

And I love comedy but the irony is

No one's laughing when it's you the punchline hits

I'm my own best enemy and my worst hypocrite

The joke's on me, it always is

I'm not even good enough to be damaged goods

I'm even bad at being broken

I believe in everybody except me

I hide away when I'm in pain but still want you to save me

I lie about what I'm thinking, cause I don't even know where to start

And I would never hurt your feelings, but then I tear myself apart

And I love comedy but the irony is

No one's laughing when it's you the punchline hits

I'm my own best enemy and my worst hypocrite

The joke's on me, it always is

I'm not even good enough to be damaged goods

I'm even bad at being broken