Self

I self-sabotage, self-medicate

Self-camouflage, self-isolate

I just really wish that the voices in my head

Would go and talk to someone else instead

But they don't want to

I'm a little late to the party

I'm a little late to the starting line

I could give a hundred different reasons

Why I don't believe in myself

Deceiving myself, I mean it

Never felt less than right now, yeah

Why can't I feel good without feeling so bad

Why can't I feel happy instead of feeling so sad

'Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate

Self-camouflage, self-isolate

I just really wish that the voices in my head

Would go and talk to someone else instead

But they don't want to

I guess I'm a little stuck in the past

Every mistake I make, yeah it takes me back to

A mess like the first time I felt love

From a boy who always told me I would never be enough, yeah

'Cause I was always different but I hid it well

There was something missing but you couldn't tell

I was in the middle of a breakdown

Wait now, everybody slow down

I don't wanna talk about this right now

Why can't I feel good without feeling so bad

Why can't I feel happy instead of feeling so sad

'Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate

Self-camouflage, self-isolate

I just really wish that the voices in my head

Would go and talk to someone else instead

But they don't want to

I just wanna feel

'Cause I know I was always gonna follow you

I just wanna feel

I just needed you to be my friend

Why can't I feel good without feeling so bad?

Why can't I just be happy instead of feeling so sad

'Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate

Self-camouflage, self-isolate

I just really wish that the voices in my head

Would go and talk to someone else instead

But they don't want to

'Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate

Self-camouflage, self-isolate

I just really wish that the voices in my head

Would go and talk to someone else instead

But they don't want to