Darkness

I never really thought I’d get lost in the darkness,

tell another lie, tell me that I’m heartless,

I’m a looking glass, you can see through me.

Tell me that we’re friends, but you never were a friend to me.

Mr cellophane, all I ever know is pain,

you all laughed as I cried, then forgot my name.

you all laughed as I died on the inside,

you don’t wanna see what I’m like on the inside.

They never really tell you bout going to a dark place.

“I love you” doesn’t help all the mistakes.

You could hear the words but you’re staring at a blank space,

if I need help, bet you wouldn’t show face.

I need help, bet you wouldn’t visit my grave.

When I’m not useful, I just get replaced.

When I’m not smiling, I just get no texts.

Useless, wrap a noose on my neck.

You never did what you said,

and now I feel like I'm dead,

I just wanted you here,

so we could fix all this shit,

I never wanna love you too much,

but I did, I did, I did.

Nothing's making sense inside my head I feel so lost again,

all I do is ring to make me feel like I'm myself again.

I wish you were here to help me be someone I wanna be,

I'm just lost inside and all I do is write about this shit.

I'm dealing with anxiety,

I feel like it's a part of me,

I feel so ****ing clueless, jumping to conclusions, I think that I'm numb.

I'm dealing with anxiety,

I feel like it's a part of me,

I feel so ****ing clueless, jumping to conclusions, I think that I'm numb.