Degrade

Ayo, run that back one more time, alright?

Yeah

Now I'm not doing very well, I'm not feeling like myself

Haven't slept for several days, feel it wearing on my health

Now I'm living in a haze and my shelf life expired

Made a few attempts but it seems I'm a survivor

Had my feet to the fire for my entire existence

Life is a prison unless you live with no limits

With God as my witness, I know I'm going to hell

So the day I die you'll find that I'm the flyest in the commonwealth

The flyest that I ever felt, got my lyrics tatted

Give a **** about a Gucci belt, this s**t's automatic

Been a while since I hurt myself, I'm proud to say I turned around

A life that was quickly going south, ayy

Now I just sit around and watch the world around me degrade

As I prepare to be impaired for all the rest of my days

Now I'm sick of running scared, with my fears I'm face to face

'Cause I wanna get better but I'm [?], yeah

Because lately

I don't care if you hate me

I'm just thinking that maybe you miss me around (Miss me around)

I can't wait to be alright

I can't wait to live my life

I don't really need another chance to let you down (Let you down, down, down)

Now I been going through a phase, on a search for better days

Patterns flipping too elaborate, this life is such a maze

It's amazing that I got nearly as far as I did

That I avoided [?] or getting stuck with a kid

It's my flock, I ain't about to let no wolves in my pen

Man, I been there and done that, y'all quick to forget

Where I'm at and where I've been and what I've done in the booth

Now I feel like Paul Pierce, I'm the mother****ing truth

Ain't no jealousy inside of me, I'm proud of my friends

Imma live the life I want until the day that it ends

Tends to be the people leaving, maybe that's for the best

If you're not coming on the ride, then we're not sharing success

I'm not sharing my [?], in my prime, it's the pinnacle

Time flyin' by, still cynical

It's cyclical, the way that I been feelin', so don't ask where my head is

I been sayin' for a minute I've been blessed with a deathwish

Because lately

I don't care if you hate me

I'm just thinking that maybe you miss me around (Miss me around)

I can't wait to be alright

I can't wait to live my life

I don't really need another chance to let you down (Let you down, down, down)