Sleepless Nights

I feel ashamed no I ain't never had joy

I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more

You see these bruises on my body permanent scars swear I'm tore

Come from the hood they slingin hammers got me feelin like Thor

But them long sleepless nights

I’m taking some drugs help me through the night

Won't let go my pride

You hurt me deeply inside

I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide

No I don't got shit I don't evеn go to school

Lookin for my folks where did they go I swеar I have no clue

We come from the trenches play with blocks you know we got them too

He go pop his shit get out his top and get put on the news

I can't let no hoe can't let no thot thats something i can’t do

I dance with this Glock get out my top and get my ass the blues

Feel like all my peers dont do my best cause i dont follow rules

Know my time is coming watch that clock and tell em bitch dont snooze

Onto the tile they say that I'm next

I thank the lord I gotta above because

I know I've been blessed

People come right in my life and then they leave me with stress

I smoke this acid get me high and i start flying with jets

Hey hey

I feel ashamed no I ain't never had joy

I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more

You see these bruises on my body permanent scars swear I'm tore

Come from the hood they slingin hammers got me feelin like Thor

But them long sleepless nights

I’m taking some drugs help me through the night

Won't let go my pride

You hurt me deeply inside

I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide

Conversations with the devil he keep telling me woah

Get in my feelings off these drugs and then I won't be alone

Broken hearts still try to love you can't say that i don't

Where my head i lost my mind i swear to god that its gone

Cause i got guns I'm not the one then i get labelled a thug

Say I'm a virgin to this bullshit cause i don't give no ****s

Drink all this hennessy in my pain but they knew what it was

Now what the **** I'm ‘posed to do when that push comes to shove

But i love i try to love when they say that im wrong

Still i trust i try to trust you when my feelings is gone

And i been running from these demons tryna find my way home

I ever find out you was lee

Ching bet we cutting you off

I feel ashamed no I ain't never had joy

I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more

You see these bruises on my body permanent scars swear I'm tore

Come from the hood they slingin hammers got me feelin like Thor

But them long sleepless nights

I’m taking some drugs help me through the night

Won't let go my pride

You hurt me deeply inside

I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide

But those long sleepless nights

I’m taking some drugs help me through the night

Won't let go my pride

You hurt me deeply inside

I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide