60 (prod. by Mike Irish)

[Verse 1]

I don't know how to dance uh

Momma told me pull my pants up

So my style is kinda random

You don't know my life

You don't know my life

I ain't have the newest Jordan's

We could not afford them

When your the youngest of 5 kids

You gotta sacrifice

You gotta sacrifice

Used to want to be the man

Get an ovation when I stand

Till I realized I was walking like you

Gotta make my own footprints in the sand

Had me ****** up like Diddy and the band

Identity crisis,

An overly nice kid,

Discovered the vices,

The liquor provided,

The *** I hide in,

I've changed so much

So my memories priceless

Who am I?

[Pre Chorus 1]

Being in my 20s

I've treated liquor as a way to free me of my insecurities

As though there's a better me I could only reach when intoxicated,

But that's not true

I control who I am…

[Chorus]

You can take me to the water

But I'll die if I drink

Gotta find my soul

Gotta find a place to think

What is me, If I'm you?

What is black, if I'm blue?

There's a kink in the system

Gonna find my way through

Where I go?

[Verse 2]

I don't believe in God but

But I think it's pretty obvious

There's a higher being inside us

And every living thing

And every living thing

**** who you try to make me

You can pray if you wanna save me

If your force feed your bible

What does it really mean?

What does it really mean?

I mean cancer's real

I mean cancer kills

I don't really care if I don't make it to 60

If heavens there you think Gods against me?

If our president can **** Lewinsky

We're all human,

We're all doomed then,

No ones perfect,

Dreams are lucid

I just try to be the best I can

So when i die I'm not just pollution

On this fragile earth

[Pre Chorus 2]

I don’t really follow any Gods or religions

Though I’ve always believed in a connection of between all life forms

But if there is a God,

I highly doubt it would fault me for not reading a book

Written by the hands of men

[Chorus]

You can take me to the water

But I'll die if I drink

Gotta find my soul

Gotta find a place to think

What is me, If I'm you?

What is black, if I'm blue?

There's a kink in the system

Gonna find my way through

Where I go? Where I go?

Getting high, when I'm low

Just a flake, in the snow

Where I go? Where I go?

Getting high, when I'm low,

Just the frame and the snow

[Outro]

I hope I'm not being too preachy about not being preachy (laugh)

It just comes out that way sometimes

I live a second life in my head

But lately I've been tryna put the real one in perspective

You see, my mother turns 60 this year,

A number that she’ll wear so well

And although she didn’t live a perfect life

She's one of the most beautiful souls I know

She believes in God but never pressured me to do anything thing

Other living a life with values and purpose

Because that's all you need really

So **** that other ********

And what they want you to think

We all have to find our own way to the light

And that light will not always be in the shadow of others thoughts

And often involves some bad decisions

But those decisions don't define you

Just live...