Do You Turn Red?

Do you turn red?

When I am freezing

I close my eyes and dream about it

I remember what I did

I fall and lose it

When I wake up and scream in my bed

Yes, I remember everything

You look at me with eyes closing and (closing and, closing and, closing and)

Then I turn red and feel like sinking

You told about it in the morning

You tell me everything

I like it's desperate

I reimagine it every day

I know I magnify in my head

I'm scared I won't forget 'til I'm dead

I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm-