desire

Why do you cry with your hair tied up

And my t-shirt on

I guess I'll be gone when the lease is up

Where did we go wrong

But d**n you look good when your tears dry up

I hate to be the one to make your fears fire up

I'll be outside when the sky falls down

Wanna get the f**k out this lonely town

Where will you be when I go insane

I don't give a f**k it all feels the same

Easier to blame with a broken heart

Hate me now that we've grown apart

What do you desire hold me down when I fall apart

What do you desire hold me down when I fall apart

By now I should be in LA

Wasting my time chasing better days

But I know way too many things to stay

Alone at loss for words but still

I've won and I've lost but I fell

And I f**ked it up

I've won and I've lost but I fell

And I f**ked it up

Laying in bed with my headphones on

And our playlist up

I'm spinning right now hope it don't last long

Why did I get drunk

But d**n you look good when your tears dry up

I hate to be the one to make your fears fire up

I'll be outside when the sky falls down

Wanna get the f**k out this lonely town

All of these years do you feel the same

Chasing our ride in the pouring rain

Staying out late just to walk you home

Clinging to me like it's all you know

What do you desire hold me down when I fall apart

What do you desire hold me down when I fall apart

Lately I've been left out for dead

Caught between hits of your cigarette

If I'm honest pretty sure I'm still

Alone at loss for words but still

I've won and I've lost but I fell

And I f**ked it up

I've won and I've lost but I fell

And I f**ked it up

But d**n you look good in your photographs

Breaking my heart every time you laugh

All of these shots poured down the drain

I tried but it tastes like novocaine

Now that you're free do you feel alright

Downing these shots with another guy

I know you've moved on just know that I'm trying

Anything it takes to feel alright

For you

Yeah I've heard it all and made mistakes

Chased my days with novocaine

Oh I wonder

Are we a work of art

I know we'll suck at making plans

In the end you'll understand

For you