This is how I feel

8 am like any other days

get up from my bed

ready to quit my life

but there's something I gotta do

to make the world a better place

it's hard to live by myself

but I have no time to

care for someone else

but I want someone

so I can share my life

and happiness

I'm another sad

and lonely life on earth

I wish I could change myself

make more friends

and love this life

but in reality I'm vulnerable

what I see is my ugly

imperfections

I wanna be hot or cold

not in between

I wanna say what I wanna say

withhold nothing

I wanna go live my life

you can't stop me

I just wanted you to know

this is how I feel

shame and tears

were my only friends

until you came

and touched my heart

how did you see

someone invisible

how are you

still holding my hand

I wish I could change myself

but you tell me to trust in you

and I still see my ugly imperfections

but now I see is more of you

and less of me

I wanna be hot or cold

not in between

I wanna say what I wanna say

withhold nothing

I wanna go live my life

you can't stop me

I just wanted you to know

this is how I feel

all the world is changing

they say it's just the beginning

surging over me

like an angry ocean wave

I get behind the line again

to get my life back again

this is my life

this is how I feel

I wanna be hot or cold

not in between

I wanna say what I wanna say

withhold nothing

I wanna go live my life

you can stay with me

I just wanted you to know

this is how I feel

this is how I feel

this is how I feel

this is how I feel

this is how I feel

this is how I feel