They All Blame Me

I was living alone with all my friends

I didn't know my place

One moment they loved, laughed and cared

And another started to hate

I was running to them

Beging to stay, didn't they understand

All I wanted was them to see what's real

Try to forgive and forget

And they thought I was mad

But I was just sad

I knew they had won and wished me away

I was left behind

I had to look up and find them again

All I found was my lies

They deserted my life

Hit me hard, turned cold as ice

I thought I knew who they were

Now they'd dropped their disguise

And they thought I was mad

Still sad

I just wanted to cry

They wanted me to die

Hundreds of moments that I've forgot

Too many words that I'd not mind

Thoudsands of dreams didn't come true

Losing someone and they all blame me

I renewed myself still scarves were sore

But I learned to live again

Baby steps I'd walk a mile

And didn't turn my head

I don't know why I called them friends

Cause they didn't forgive and forget

A new life and a new sunrise

Lonely but free

So I was mad

No more sad

Wanted to cry

Wanted me to die