30

Will I live to see 30?

I don't know and I wonder why

I think about it all day

I think about it all night

Will I live to see 30?

I don't know and I wonder why

My world turns, too slowly

Like a blur and it's passing by

Come Monday, come Tuesday

It's my life and I'm losing

Am I wasted? Hold on tight

Hold on tight, hold on tight

I'm too scared to feel alive

Feel alive, feel alive (feel alive)

Will I live to see 30?

I don't know and I can't decide

Which way's up, which way's down

And does it matter if I'm wrong or right?

Come Monday, come Tuesday

It's my life and I'm losing

Am I wasted? Hold on tight

Hold on tight, hold on tight

I'm too scared to feel alive

Feel alive, feel alive

'Cause I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna feel a thing

Am I wasted? Hold on tight

Hold on tight, hold on tight, hold on tight

I'll drown my heart and destroy my mind

I thought of this about a thousand times

How would it feel if I end it tonight?

Or should I wait till I'm 29?

I'll drown my heart and destroy my mind

I thought of this about a thousand times

How would it feel if I end it tonight?

Or should I wait till I'm 29?

Am I wasted? Hold on tight

Hold on tight, hold on tight

I'm too scared to feel alive

Feel alive, feel alive

'Cause I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna feel a thing

Am I wasted? Hold on tight

Hold on tight, hold on tight

Am I wasted? Hold on tight

Hold on tight, hold on tight, hold on tight