it's thursday, january 12th and this the last time i'll talk about drowning

歌词
Phone in my pocket, what a wonderful day
在春风拂面的日子里,我把思念装进口袋
Thinking of something that I should say
该说的一字一句,我都反复斟酌
But I can't hold you responsible anymore
卸下爱你的重担,我已疲惫不堪
I don't know what I'm thinking
思绪在嚣张,我放任着随它去
I'm lost now in the thrill of it
在深渊之上,我被恐惧步步吞噬
But I'm not giving up 'til I am free
但在失去感知世界之前,我用尽气力坚持着
'Cause that's where I'm supposed to be
此时,此地,此般景象,我生就该如此
But I get so lost in the thought of life
释怀过往,开始自己的生活,我怎会不记得
That I forget to start living mine
无奈思绪尽让这生活抓了去,我无力挣脱
I can feel its weight on my chest, like I am drowning
眼泪沸腾上心头的时候,我正沉在水底看划过的流星
Like I am drowning
河不渡我,我故沉沦
And I said, whoa
可悲啊
I said whoa, I am drowning
可笑啊,我当真了结于此
Like I am drowning
可不舍的话,我羞于开口
And I said, whoa
我满口污言
I said whoa, I am drowning
蓬头垢面,我意气风发
Like I am drowning
在干瘪的死亡面前
But I get so lost in the thought of life
所有旧时的困惑,我都一目了然
That I forget to start living mine
我如获新生
I can feel its weight on my head, like I am sleeping
擦拭完献祭头颅的鲜血,我沉沉睡去
Like I am dreaming
从此,我活在你的梦里
专辑信息
1.if you love me, come clean
2.[bonus] i don't remember you
3.summer or spring
4.[bonus] kurtis, hunter, hemingway
5.sleep
6.you are the coffin
7.don't call me at all
8.it's thursday, january 12th and this the last time i'll talk about drowning
9.to see you alive
10.on the porch of a home built in 1943
11.you know how to make a boy feel warm
12.you know how to make a man feel useless
13.lillian
14.consciousness
15.we'll hope for a good day