歌词
Standing at the edge of sanity
伫立崩溃的边缘 理智尚存
I've been here a couple of times
我曾多次这般在边缘徘徊
But I swore I was better, I was better
但我发誓 我好的很
And it hurts, to keep inside
把伤痛藏匿于心
Feeling worse, cause I know I
情况只会愈下 因为我知道
Could be in control, if I let them know
如果让我的心魔知晓 自己就会被牢牢掌控
Keep thinking that I'm finally waken
思考 最终清明
But I'm mistaken
遗憾的是 我大错特错
Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement
我独自坐在阴暗潮湿的地下室
Hands are shaking
双手控制不住地颤抖
Cause I hurt myself, myself again
因为我又一次伤到了自己
Crying for help, for help again
再次尖叫着寻求帮助
Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure
再次尖叫着寻求帮助
I hurt myself, myself again, myself again
肩负所有巨大压力 我并不觉得这有多造作
知道我才是自己最大的敌人
I know I'm my own worst enemy
总有两面想法在脑海中争执不断
I've got a double sided mind
但我发誓 这一次 我会变得更好
But I swear I'll get better, I'll get better this time
我需要相信 这些时刻只会让我坚不可摧
I need to believe, these times don't make me weak
我已在控制之下 我的人生正绚烂绽放
And I'm in control, my life's beautiful
即使神志和心灵早已伤痕遍布
My head and my heart's been aching
不得不隐藏起真实的情感
Feelings are fading
我独自坐在阴暗潮湿的地下室
Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement
双手控制不住地颤抖
Hands are shaking
因为我又一次伤到了自己
Cause I hurt myself, myself again
再次尖叫着寻求帮助
Crying for help, for help again
肩负所有巨大压力 我并不觉得这有多造作
Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure
我又一次伤到了自己
I hurt myself, myself again, myself again
所有不幸的事永远戏剧般地发生在我身上
它是这般迅速 仿佛是混乱不堪的电影桥段
Anything bad that's ever happened to me
当灾难降临 就很难领会其背后破碎的美
It's playing to fast like a messed up movie
那正是我再次伤害自己之时
When it's like that, it's so hard to see the beauty
因为我又一次伤到了自己
That's when I hurt myself, myself again
再次尖叫着寻求帮助
Cause I hurt myself, myself again
肩负所有巨大压力 我并不觉得这有多造作
Crying for help, for help again
我又一次伤到了自己
Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure
I hurt myself, myself again, myself again
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