歌词
I've been looking for somethin' I'm gon' find
我在追寻我命中注定的东西
What should I do in the meantime?
那么我到底应该怎么做呢
Say you can't look for it, it'll find you
冥冥中感觉好像对方也同时也在寻找我
Do you feel the same too?
你是否也和我感同身受？
Something that I ain't said in a long time
很长时间我都没有提起过
Front line, I was fighting for you
其实我一直在为你挺身而出
Angels sing in the choir for you
天使们都为你歌颂圣歌
If you wanna
只要你想要
Favorite poem, I wrote it for you
我为你写最优美的诗句
Know you know it
其实我知道你知道这一切
Turned it into a song for you
所以我把爱写成这首歌给你
Days go by, I try to bottle these tears inside
日子一天天过去，我尝试把眼泪收集到瓶子里
Here's one more cry
发誓这是最后一次我为你哭泣
I cry
不知觉眼泪流下
Single-handedly, I been taking real good care of me
一个人的生活让我最后学会很好的照顾自己
That shit in my blood like liquor or Cherokee
这就好像我血液里流动着烈性酒或者切诺基酒
Y'know black folk, we don't go to no therapy
你知道黑色种族的我们，是永远不会预约心理治疗的
Tell 'em keep they two cents, give it to charity
告诉他们这钱不如捐给慈善机构
Go H.A.M. like Sara Lee
那火腿三明治比混蛋还硬（H.A.M=hard as motherfker Sara Lee指烘培食品公司）
Watch it all go down the drain like merrily, merrily
看着他们像merrily一样成功却不再是朋友（比喻自己像音乐剧Merrily,we roll along里的主角一样)
Legally blind and my friends, I see them barely, barely
我好像再也看不清我的朋友们在哪里（合法失明指一名男子尝试假装失明以逃脱对于自己的指控）
They say let me holla at you,
他们让我说好听的话
Guess that's why they call them holidays
我猜这就是节日的意义吧
But Christmas feel like Simba on a Father's Day
但是圣诞节对于我而言就像是电影《狮子王》里从小失去父亲的辛巴过父亲节一样
I'm supposed to be the strongest, the oldest
我本应该是家里最强壮，最年长的那一个
The leader of our country-ass family
我本应该是我家里的顶天柱
The POTUS, the podium come up to my shoulders
我应该是领导者，可当讲台平行于我的肩膀时
I'm short and I'm shook and I'm broken
我好像变矮了，动摇了，退缩了
My favorite voters can't show up to the polls
平时追寻我的人好像都没有出现
And you still don't want me to show emotion and I refuse
你期待我脸上露出我的情绪，但我拒绝显露
'Cause I love you that's why
因为我爱你
'Cause I want to that's why
因为我想要你
'Cause I miss you that's why
因为我想你了
'Cause I miss you that's why
因为我真的很想你
Know I said that was the last one last year
我知道我去年也说过这话
But we both know you deserve one last tear
但我们都知道你永远值得我爱你
Days go by, I try to bottle these tears inside
日子一天天过去，我尝试把眼泪收集到瓶子里
There's one more cry
最后一次哭泣
I cry
不知觉眼泪流下
Every time I feel the grace,
每次我感到慈悲
It feel like God just said "Hello there"
就好像上帝在我背后说：“你好”
Never been to heaven but I know I wanna go there
从未去过天堂但我知道那就是我的归宿
Carry me through cancer when my auntie didn't have no hair
我阿姨没有头发的时候，我祈求能渡过癌症
Shook me when she left us but my faith did not go nowhere
惊讶于当她离开我们时，我们的信仰却没有消失
I've been banging on my chest when I cry, flex when I cry
哭泣的时候，忍不住用手锤打胸口
Beat a nigga's ass when I cry, that's when I cry
眼泪落下的一刻，我感受到自己
Feel like I'm the man when I cry
是一个有血有肉的男人
I won't let it go, don't hold it against me
我不会让心中的热血消失
My Auntie Kim told me
我的金阿姨告诉我
Punch you in your mother****ing mouth if you lie on me
如果你学会撒谎就是在自欺欺人
Can't no pussy ass nigga ever never get down on me
因为你不能让身边的人失望
079, they count on me
他们都期盼着你（芝加哥细查塔姆的第79街是chance长大的地方）
Tears raining down on me, to the ground on me
眼泪如大雨般挥洒
Me and God playing tips
上帝和我玩着篮球你推我搡的游戏
'Cause he never gonna bounce on me, won't bounce on me
但他永远不会让我得球（指上帝不会来到他的身边）
Tryna find a button-up shirt for your funeral
试着为你的葬礼找件带纽扣的衬衫
Tryna find a bunch of answers only you would know
试着找出一堆只有你知道的答案
I'm just tryna play my part like a movie role
我像电影里的主角般饰演我的生活
Need a bitch face-down like it's Yu-Gi-Oh!
想要一个美丽的女孩
I ain't tryna act hard, life's hard enough
我不是假装这么难，是生活本身就已经很艰难了
God knows my heart when the cards is tucked
当信用卡刷爆时上帝会明白我的心意
So I ain't never been scared of no groupie hoe
所以我从不害怕那些盲从流行乐曲的傻瓜
Though I walk through the valley like Coolio
尽管我走在死亡阴影的山谷中（这句话引自《Psalm》第23篇）
I've been up for days
我已经穷极一生
I ain't cry for years
很久没有知道眼泪的味道
Bitch I'm ****ing serious
听好了我很认真
Let em dress where I get my dress
让他们去我买衣服的地方试穿
Are you okay sis? Yeah I'm lit
姐姐你看见了吗？我现在无敌
Had to let them live
我会让他们活下去
Had to let them live
我会让他们活得更好
See you at the crib
在圣诞节的壁炉见你
See you at the crib
在婴儿床边见你
Favorite poem I wrote it for you
写首我最爱的诗献你
Know you know it
你知道我做的这一切吧
Turn it into a song for you
把爱全部都唱成这首歌给你
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