歌词
A cynic, I'm hopeless, I'm broken
我是一个悲观者，毫无希望，破碎不堪
There is no light inside of me
我的内心没有一丝光芒
I'm tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome
我精疲力尽，焦躁不安，孤单一人
But I can never sleep
但我未曾得以安眠
My mind plays games when I'm alone now
在我孤单之时，我的头脑却在玩弄着我
You said the worst things to get inside my head
你说出最尖锐的话只为走入我的脑海
Intoxication takes control now
如今酒精占据了我的身体
Self-medication takes its grip
自我的医疗将我夺了回来
I'm crawling on the floor
我在地上艰难爬行
(Take deep breaths, your heart is racing)
（深呼吸，你的心跳不断加速）
There's clawing at the door
门上传来抓挠声
Oh God, don't let 'em take me
上天啊，别让他们将我夺走
Now I have to find a way out
现在我要找到突破重围的路
I have to find my voice
我要找到自己的声音
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
我快要对那些不好的思想感到麻木
When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me
当我完全麻木之时，一阵黑暗带走了我
I turn into someone I hate completely
我彻底变成了我憎恨的那种人
It's me against the world
我与全世界为敌
(Take cover, you cannot fix me)
（快躲好，你帮不了我）
Just throw me to the wolves
将我丢入狼群中吧
I'm a victim of self-pity
我便是那自怜的受害者
Now I have to find a way out
现在我要找到突破重围的路
I have to find my voice
我要找到自己的声音
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
我快要对那些不好的思想感到麻木
Now I have to find a way back
现在我要找到返回原点的路
I have to make a choice
我要做出自己的选择
I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me
我绝不会让眼前的一切淡去
I've given up
我放弃了
I'm in for a lifetime of second guessing everything that I've become
我这么做是为了猜疑我变成的那些模样
My mind plays games when I'm alone
在我孤单之时，我的头脑却在玩弄着我
Self-medicated, intoxication takes control
自我医疗，酒精占据了我的身体
Now I have to find my way out
现在我要找到突破重围的路
I have to find my voice
我要找到自己的声音
These thoughts are no good for me
那些不好的思想
Now I have to find a way out
现在我要找到突破重围的路
I have to find my voice
我要找到自己的声音
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
我快要对那些不好的思想感到麻木
Now I have to find a way back
现在我要找到返回原点的路
I have to make a choice
我要做出自己的选择
I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me
我绝不会让眼前的一切淡去
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