歌词
I closed my eyes to disease,
Convinced myself that I don't mind,
A rolling stone of hidden pleas balled into a landmine,
How do I breathe with my hands on my own throat,
How do I cry a stream then drown when I know that I see a boat,
How do I end up sinking inside the warmth of all this praise,
How do I crash inside the steel when I was piloting the plane,
How do I glide with angel wings that's burning all up in the flames,
How do I never take a loss if all I'm playing is a game,
How do I throw myself in water I never knew how to swim,
How do I ever cast a judgement when I'm seeping in the sin
I closed my eyes to disease,
Convinced myself I don't mind,
A rolling stone of hidden pleas balled into a landmine,
I saw a picture long ago,
The smile has turned to rust,
Told myself I won't explode,
With a molotov in my cup
Bye bye, crawling back to you
Awake, my baby
Bye bye, crawling back to you
Am I a shell of what I was,
Staring in the drought of a sinner's cup,
Lapping up my blood like it tastes of love,
Am I a shell of what I left,
A saint forever marked by the devil's crest,
Hands around my throat praying for a breath,
Neck, neck, neck, neck, neck,
Do I deserve what is next,
Never observed from the decks,
But from gallows,
Hardly swimming, only sinking in the void,
Saw your smiling teeth but they were only fangs to destroy,
Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe,
In the dirt I can see,
I am built on what I bleed,
Theres a blade I can't sheathe,
Slice my chest with the ease,
I'm immersed in this sea,
Is this your fur or its me?
Black dog
Black dog