A Little Alive

制作人 : Olivia Gavranich

You broke up with me,

In my Camp Cope tee

On a Wednesday night, now I can't breathe

And I've spent more money on fuel than food

It's a Saturday and I should be with you

I could go for a swim but I'm not in the mood

I kept your keys on the bench in the kitchen

I'm a little alive but this feels like fiction

I've been ordering in and I'm living in socks

I got a text from your mum, wished me well and it sucks

I've been wearing your jumper and it's heavy and soft

I really should send it back but I've been putting it off

I know our dads got sick and you got scared

I haven't slept all week since you mentioned her

I think you're just afraid to be alone

But how you leave says a lot

Now you're not someone I need to know

She said, "wait for me before you take down the tree

Next year it's us, just you and me"

You know I bought that fcuking tree for you

I wish you'd talk to me, but this is nothing fcuking new

You treated me to a call in the days of your leaving

I said love is a choice, but you think it's a feeling and

Maybe it's both, but I'm sick of believing

That everyone will treat me how I treat them

I remember you told me you miss Summer Liv

But I don't want your love unless it lives through seasons

And I never expected you to leave like you did

But I guess I assumed you'd give me a reason

I'm just a little alive (but this feels like fiction)

I'm just a little alive (but it's lighting me up)

I'm just a little alive (but this feels like fiction)

I'm just a little alive (but it's lighting me up)

I know our dads got sick and you got scared

I haven't slept all week since you mentioned her

I think you're just afraid to be alone (I'm just a little alive)

But how you leave says a lot

Now you're not someone I need to know