Lost Child

Big D, Lost Child Big D

This bout my demons in the past

Gotta get em out to move on

Livin in fking locked cage

Should've been finding who I is

It was supposed to be the fkin rock age

(Drop Hating) It's like a simpler goal to aim

It ain't so would ya stop sayin

You ain't got no fking idea bout this locked rage

Hunid times since I been askin if I meant to end up

lost in abyss & chaos, in howling Inferno

Used to having faith believing I can find a way

To my redemption and salvation

But how is it eternal?

What? Just tell me, this youth pathetic, ain't it?

The independence of him life been decapitated

Hey, since I be fkin brain washed, manipulated

What I lost are more than options to be rejuvenated

It's a nightmare not to be living it how I like it

Till I'm dying

I never stop regreting givin up flying

So I'm Trying

I'm striving to revive the fire lit up inside of my eyes

So my life and I never be isolated

But it's , hard as I peel it off

Darkness and despairs round me

Far as I can recall

Part that I deserve to carry

Heartless spirit, fainted souls and only pains surround me

And it found me, inside my penitentiary

It's oddity, what I's ever asking for no more than one apology

It's however what u never had the courtesy to offer me

Such an Irony

Cuz after me, my life to be a tragedy

To show this agony pulled out of me

“Can not be staying lost”

What it told me when I can not be suffocating more

Cannot be devastated more

I'm hating al

Through daily torture, can't ignore all em pain & sore

WTF they paying for ?

What am I here waiting for ?

Countless of regrets, they forming time crevice

Stuck a lost child, crying with left behind wishes

In cemetery what is turning gladness to ashes

And what smashes the baddest I did trap as the last witness

Whatever other path that I selected been contaminated

With your fking faith it ain't gon rehabilitate

Not my debt to be repaid, for such a past full of mistakes

Just wanna pay off for what it takes

Enough to get this sh1t out of my way

It is a nightmare not to be living it how I like it

Till I'm dying

I never stop regreting givin up flying

So I'm Trying

I'm striving to revive the fire lit up inside of my eyes

So my life and I never be isolated

Still it's, hard as I peel it off

Darkness and despairs round me

Far as I can recall

Part that I deserve to carry

Heartless spirit, fainted souls and only pains surround me

And it found me, an evanescent solitary

Yeah rite, it's dreadful, painful days that he been fragil

Since he cowered in spiritual castle

Been dragged through

Man in mirror his mid finger up and cursing "F you"

Tackled by illusion of devil, can't pass through

Knuckle under to his fate, erasing memories since eighty-six

Nothing else to reminisce for pessimist

Man without a past, he future ain't exist

Psycho wander in a cycled fking labyrinth of present tense

Ye, Never been so frightened

I been struggling to be standin up but I feel so weak

Nothin enlightens me

Who stopping me from chasing dreams

I'm making peace with enemy

But I wanna be tough enough to face my own defeat

Cuz it's a nightmare not to be living it how I like it

Till I'm dying

I never stop regreting givin up flying

So I'm Trying

I'm striving to revive the fire lit up inside of my eyes

So my life and I never be isolated

But it's, hard as I peel it off

Darkness and despairs round me

Far as I can recall

Part that I deserve to carry

Heartless spirit, fainted souls and only pains surround me

And it found me, inside my penitentiary

Hard as I peel it off

Far as I can recall

And it found me

Penitentiary