Rat Poison

Something's off,

I can taste it now,

Everything in the room keeps spinning,

Please stop moving, please stop standing there,

My throat is getting so dry,

I'm freaking out,

God help me,

I am losing my mind,

I'm living in my fathers spite and my mothers fear

I will never know my life,

I will never sleep through the night,

This is your mistake,

Correct it and cut off

All this time

I thought you hated me,

I guess it's my fault you couldn't control yourself

And the demon between your legs.

I will never give you the satisfaction,

You'll never hear me screaming

**** you and these little games you play,

You're wasted now, you've thrown your life away

I can see you're getting slower every day,

Your lungs are giving out,

Your arms are slowing down,

We both know this can't last forever,

Things will change

Everything will change

I can't take another bite,

I can't hold this down

I can't take another bite,

I can't hold this down