Rise of the fallen

录制：HPC鱿鱼

混音：WTZ

编曲：Jane beatz production

和声编写：D1WHY

封面：D1WHY

【intro】

Hello, you there? listen

This is not some hypx $hxt

This is not something I'm proud to talk about

because you don' t know what it feels like,It feels like. failure

【Hook】

You said you wanna read what's my real mind

Depression made me wanna suicide

I didnt know what's right cause too many lies

Devil said death or life I couldnt choose

Dont make me drunk and high or waste my time

I wanna go back to a real life

Please don't cover my eyes

I wanna see the shine

【verse 1(D1WHY)】

You got me feeling lifeless

My sadness went to another stage

As if my body was weightless

The major weakness was exploited by bada$$

I always say it's nothingwrong

Through you look down upon me

My heart is like fallen leaf

To be swept away is its destiny

You called my phone said you really know where do I zone.

I'm really tired and i just wanna go home

But it seems to be going a wrong road

I lost myself in the steel jungle

I told you something that I don’t hope so

I don' t wanna lose you

i suspect you know the main fact！

Really: Nope!

It's all that you want and more

I’ve nothing can lost

【verse2 （Siberpunk)】

Sometimes it feels like you drown and

sometimes the whole system broke Down and

sometimes I think everyone's a Clown

And pretending nothings wrong while put that mask on.

Saying, Sorry mom I can't cheer myself up.when the night approached, and darkness fell upon.

Wait, Can you tell Ronny she's my babe

But I fxxked up so hard, so we can't meet this week

god save me from myself never being in the right road

Accusing of making up shxt and assigned the wrong role

Straight up, be brave, all that pep talk

this is not something you can shout out and shoot for

I'm too proud I stayed in the bathroom while my lady cooking

The demon's talking, the neighbors dog forever barking

I'm like no one else but the man I despise

cry under his eyes, didn't stand and put up a fight

Desolation, isolation, wanna fly above

She wxxped and cried, saying"I don't want nothing from you!

I said cut that shxt bxxch leave me alone

You should never say that when you love someone

I get it, but hide yourself in some holes like a fxxking mole,started buried deep

How about try to help your friends in need

God save my soul, Hate to make my mamma sad

Guess I'm doing everybodys favor if it went bang

【Hook】

You said you wanna read what's my real mind

Depression made me wanna suicide

I didnt know what's right cause too many lies

Devil said death or life I couldnt choose

Dont make me drunk and high or waste my time

I wanna go back to a real life

Please don't cover my eyes

I wanna see the shine

【verse 3 （D1WHY）】

repeated confession

A section of my session which fall apart with the affection

I've lost the direction

I can't be flex’in the face of sudden great pressure

eh, ain' t no time to wait

you said that I stayed up all night till daybreak

It made me crazy, I was love sick

The current situation is hard to change

feeling like tape around my heart

That's the worst part

They acted so tough

They called me trash

My world was getting dark

Am I out of touch and not strong enough?

Unwilling to sink down and hate to frown

Day after day, more and more wrong

I dont wanna curl up in a crummy corner

I wanna break it all like a violent thunder

【Hook】

You said you wanna read what's my real mind

Depression made me wanna suicide

I didnt know what's right cause too many lies

Devil said death or life I couldnt choose

Dont make me drunk and high or waste my time

I wanna go back to a real life

Please don't cover my eyes

I wanna see the shine