歌词
混音/母带：霍含蕾Rea
封面设计：黑叉ChaX
歌词翻译：黑叉ChaX
Was given birth in a big city not gifted
我出生在大城市 但是并没有什么天赋
Opened my eyes found no one by the side such a pity
很遗憾 身边很少有人支持并陪伴
They look around nobody can see me
周围好像没有人会注意到我
Like I was invisible at the beginning but I’m ain’t defeated
就像一个隐形人 但我不会气馁
The way they stare at me like I’m a freak or some unknown creature I ain’t quiting
他们觉得我是个外星人或者怪物 无所谓爱谁谁
Never felt bothered never stopped being faster
我从未因此感到困惑或停滞不前
Never pray for anything from the god or whatever they can’t grant me nothing
也从来不会祈求上帝给予帮助或施舍 他们什么都给不了我
They can’t even bring me my father
饿了天上也不会掉馅饼
Shxx
见鬼
None of the others wanna follow my lead
没有人愿意陪着我
All of the kids they pee in the bottle wanna see me weep
曾经一些脑残孩子往在我的水瓶中掺入尿液 想看到我狼狈哭泣的样子
I’m not scared anymore never even thought about retreat
让他们做梦吧
All of the dead’s blood I lick it
任何问题都会迎刃而解
It’s a must to get the ticket
我一定会拿到本就属于我的东西
I ain’t living timidly gon’ leave it
不会软弱地活在这个世界里
Hush bxxxxxx I wanna breathe please
嘘 闭嘴 你满嘴喷粪打扰到我了
Why do you hug my body at the last minute
在无助的时候没人拥抱我
Ain’t no fake waste trust is ever needed
所以那些虚假的信任我不需要
You can’t even see me
我的世界里不可能有你
You can’t even see me
886
Burning my life to board on the so-called right track
我在浪费生命去走他们口中正确的路
Getting 300 hundred box every 2 hours so I act
挣的钱并不能维持我的生活
Like these were my bad
我只得把这些统统当作是命运的安排并为此负责
Life is a surgery but I can’t let them dissect
生活要把我大卸八块 不可能
My body and soul were given for music
我的身体和灵魂是只为了我的音乐而存在
For redemption
为了救赎而存在
To heal me from panic
为了治愈而存在
Searching for the real me
为了找寻真实的自我而存在
My doctors says I’m crazy
他们觉得我疯了
I ain’t taking no pills I don’t pretend to be real
可我不靠药物和装疯卖傻获得你们口中真实的标签
You wanna me to get my emotions sealed to not let these ****ers hate me?
这就是我发泄的方式 你爱喜欢不喜欢
I’m not a genius
对对对我从不是天才
But at least
但至少
I don’t talk shxx
我从不“Freestyle”
I don’t wanna be the greatest of the all time
你们喜欢的称号我不想要
I just wish everything can be all fine
我只希望一切可以变得美好
I don’t need good things to be all mine
我也不想要不属于我的东西
I just wanna be a soldier than a bold giant
比起社会人我更想做一个矫勇善战的武士
If I offer the hands would you hold mine
如果我伸出手 你会握住它吗？
If I give you the light can we both shine
如果我带来一丝希望 你是否愿意与我并肩前行
They kept telling me
事实告诉我
You need to trade with the devil to get that slice of cake
好像只有不要脸才能活下去
They told me it’s never been a personal choice
他们只会说一切由不得你
But I’ll just be the L I Z A H to break the mxxxxxxxxxxxx cage
边儿呆着去 爷自己也能解决一切
Off the track but I still awake
遇到状况但我依然会保持清醒
Thousand miles to chase I’m not afraid
再遥不可及的路 我也会走到底
Everytime my confidence got me punched to the ground
就算短暂的失去自信
Got my head up to front without hesitate
我还是会回到正轨
I’m giving the guarantee none of you gon’ have the chance visit my grave
我保证你们会S在我前面
Even if my body died on earth my soul gon’ reborn in space
因为你们的枪法真弄不S我
Leaving no clues you ain’t got nowhere to trace
这团火不会熄灭 更别说找到取暖或拥有
Won’t be far away till you embrace my rage
其实不用太长时间你就会感觉到
Not exaggerating
毫不夸张
Gon’ be fascinating
这火焰将会无比迷人
Always passionated
无时无刻爆发能量
I’ll be the last man staying
我将会是决赛圈吃鸡的人
To punish those who looked down on me to taste that pain with harsh dominating
智障你们回家多练练枪 别送了
It’s a quarter pass ten mind’s sober
快到凌晨了 我头脑清醒
Emotions getting lower body organ’s broken but faith ain’t stolen
状态下滑有些伤感
Feel like everything’s over off the roller coaster
感觉一切可能结束了
Am I still a faith holder am I a real soldier
我是否仍是个信仰持有者 我是否是个真正的武士？
Kept asking myself the same silly question
不断问自己同样愚蠢的问题
Would I still be bold and brave if bad things happen
如果有更糟糕的事情发生 我是否仍能做到勇敢而无畏
What I’m doing right now is hundred percent my own style
当然可以 因为这就是我的意志
But what if one day that courage suddenly melt like snow heated winter ends
即使有一天那份勇气消失 就像冰雪在一点点融化
Would I still be able to be myself when they talk about me
你们谈论我 诅咒我 评价我
Comment on me curse loud on me
就这？这样我就会失去自我吗？
Take out anything that may hurt to the bottom
我会不会保持清醒
Can I keep my mind from going off if my life turns to a ****ing knife
我能不能维持冷静
Hanging on the roof above my head
就算会有一天被生活审判？
It’s not a question
这不是个问题
I have the answer
我已经有了答案
It's not a question
这不是个问题
I have the answer
我早已经有了答案
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