Drop The Ball

Killing myself, someone said the fix is in

Killing myself once again, once again, over easy

Burnt, my mind is overdone, life's a jigsaw

Why can't

I find the missing one?

Even though

I've felt

I've proven what it is

I'm worthy of,

I can't exist inside the boundaries

Of the so called world of love

Someone rescue my downward virtue

I dropped the ball again

Hands that touch me, take 'em all away

Patronizing, will you hear what

I say? **** your caring

No one knows what's in my heart

Bring it all down, break it all down to parts

Every time

I have considered why it is

I'm even here

Calm collected copasetic, no good reasons why

I fearNo one rescue my downward virtue

Even though

I've felt

I've proven what it is

I'm worthy of,

I can't exist inside the boundaries

Of the so called world of love

No one rescue, no one rescue,

I dropped the ball again

I never felt for you for anyone

I never ate off the same plate

Drop the ball,

I dropped the ball

I take from you,

I rape from you

I kill myself when

I think of you

Drop the ball

I dropped the ball

I take from you,

I break from you

I used to know how to be human

Drop the ball,

I dropped the ball

I take from you,

I hate from you

No one rescue my downward virtue

No one rescue, no one rescue