歌词
Devastated
I've been coasting roller coasting
最近的我像在坐过山车
Slowly drifting the through the motions
毫无目的地慢慢漂流
I've been falling off the deep end
重重地跌落谷底
Clouded thoughts I get to drinking
思绪模糊，又拿起酒杯
I can't get you outta my mind
你一直在我脑海中，挥之不去
Maybe I'm just going crazy
我可能快疯了吧
All those chances that I wasted
回想自己曾经白白浪费的机会
Got me feelings so devastated
总是让我悲痛欲绝
Slowly the time is moving on
时间缓慢地流逝
Been working on writing some wrongs
不停地写下这些错误
Been having all these sleepless nights
每个夜晚都是不眠之夜
Looking to go and find the light
竭尽全力想要找到自己心里的那道光
2020 Got me devastated had me realizing s**t I never knew
2020让我头痛欲裂，也让我意识到一些我从未思考过的事情
Drowning sorrows with a couple bottles seeing lotta n****s going through it too
每天借酒浇愁，很多人也和我一样
Everybody's on a whole new mission I'm just praying for some f**king better days
似乎每个人都有了新的使命，但我只是为了更好的明天而祈祷着
Life is never what it seem to be lately been smoking just to take the pain away
生命永远不会像它看上去这么简单，希望这些烟雾能把我的痛苦带走
Trynna look and see the bigger picture difficultly reading in between the lines
想要把目光放远，但却死死地卡在一整页的两行字之间
Man I miss my father heart is heavy looking up I know you flying high
我好想念我的爸爸，心脏下沉。抬头看向天空，我知道你早已远去、
Overthinking lately stressing knowing that I never really wanna let you go
思绪杂乱，我知道自己从未真正想让你离开
Man I'm praying that these demons I been fighting do not come and try to take my soul
希望我一直抵抗的恶魔不要过来取走我的灵魂
Baby know I love you and I'm sorry my mistakes I know you had to leave
宝贝，你知道我爱你。我为我犯下的过错道歉，接受你必须离开的事实
Contemplating all the love and little things I really wish I coulda seen
思考着那些爱意和一些小事，真希望我以前能够意识到
Mind is racing looking in the mirror really trying hard to break away
大脑快速运转。看着镜子，我真的很努力去地尝试逃避
Counting blessings moving forward truly hoping that we see another day
细数上帝的恩赐，继续前进，希望我们都能活到明天
I'm just coasting roller coasting
Drinking I'm wasted
I'm so highh
Slowly drifting awayy
Far awayyy
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