House Is Not My Home

Well I'm tired, so tired of getting up and wasting another day

I wish the picture on the wall would still say it all

But now yesterday is so far away

And I would give anything, say anything

To keep it all like it was but you just throw it all away

And I think this house is not my home

I think that

I'd rather be alone tonight

I'm trying,

I'm trying to fake it

I'm tired, so tired, of giving up and taking all the blame

I wish the shouting and the fights would stop for the night

Can't close my eyes and make them all go away

And I would give anything, say anything

To keep it all like it was but you just throw it all away

And I think this house is not my home

I think that

I'd rather be alone tonight

I'm trying,

I'm trying to fake it

And I think this house is not my home

I think that

I'd rather be alone tonight, alone tonight

I try, I try,

I try, I try to fake it

This is the part where you say

You can't stay together just for me

This is the part where you make me choose

On whose side

I want to be

This is the part where you decide

What's going to be best for me

This is the start, now we grow apart

Now we grow apart

And I think this house is not my home

I think I'd rather be alone tonight, alone tonight

I try, I try,

I try, I try to fake it...