Tourniquet

Hold me like a tourniquet

I’m not ok

Help me from this pain I get

In my head

Eyes closed screaming “I’m not dead, not yet”

I’m so ****ing scared, of what’s in my head

I don’t know how to feel

I don’t know how to hold on

When it hurts to touch the ground you walk on

I don’t know how to feel

I don’t know how to hold on

When it hurts to touch the ground —

Might die from all this medicine

At least then, I’d’ve killed all the ****ing pain

I’m just saying — that I’m not ok

I’m not ok

Eyes closed screaming “I’m not dead, not yet” (aye)

Like a tourniquet

I’m not ok

Help me stop the ****ing pain I get

In my head

Eyes closed screaming “I’m not dеad, not yet”

I’m so ****ing scared, of my head, of my hеad, of my head (yeah)

Hold me like a tourniquet

I’m not ok

Help me from this pain I get

In my head (help me from this pain I get

In my head)

Eyes closed screaming “I’m not dead, not yet”

I’m so ****ing scared, of what’s in my (head)