歌词
The doctor said to talk to him
医生说如果我不想再服药的话
If I wanted to get off my meds
就和他谈谈
But I never called his office in
但我从未打过他的电话
Poured the bottle in the garbage can
把药瓶扔进垃圾桶
I'm stuck in this apartment and
我被困在了这公寓里
I'm anxious like the cops are here
焦虑得就像条子在这一样
I tried to call, like, all my friends
我想给我的朋友们打个电话
None of them are answering
但都是无人应答
Is this the moment where I can't control it?
这就是我无法掌握的时刻吗？
Got no appetite, I guess the party's over
无欲无求，我想派对应该结束了吧
I can't sleep at night, and I keep rolling over
我辗转反侧，夜不能寐
'Cause my skin is itchy and the paranoia
因为我浑身瘙痒难耐
Got me worried, sick, and it is so annoying
我担忧着恼怒着
I been throwing up, it looked like motor oil
我一直有呕吐，那些玩意像是机油
But I chose to quit, and now I can't avoid it
但我选择了退出，现在也没法避免了
The right things to do are the hardest choices
选择做正确的事是最难的
Is this the moment when I need a donor?
这是我需要一个捐赠者的时刻吗
Liver failing from the liquor pouring
瓶中烈酒愈少，肝也不断衰竭
All the room is spinning, it ain't vodka, soda
天旋地转，那不是伏特加或苏打水
What is almost killing me is being sober
保持清醒几乎要了我的命
Talk about pitfalls
谈谈缺陷吧
Surrounded by brick walls
四面围墙
This is what kids call
这就是孩子们讲的
Withdrawals
”孤僻“
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
删掉我手机里的所有号码，我想待家里
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
真希望我和我的朋友都不醉不归
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
我要打败它或者过度服用它
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
真希望我和我的朋友能待在一起
I decay from therapies
我因治疗而变得衰弱
My arrogance embarrassing
我的傲慢让人难堪
It isn't fair to tear with this
挣开它是不应当的
Addiction place my parents in
我的父母在哪
I'm scared repair will never fix
我怕已经回不到过去
The voluntary negligence
自原犯的错
The wear and tear my errors did
所造成的后果
They almost had to bury me
几乎要把我埋葬
Is this the moment where I screw up and relapse?
这是我重蹈覆辙的时刻吗
Waste all my money on rehab
在康复所花掉了我所有的钱
Can't take a pill from the doctor to relax
也不能从医生那得到能让我放松的药片
Lash out in anger whenever I react
我的回应得到的是猛烈抨击
Feel like a weak man, I don't wanna be that
像个濒死之人，我可不想成为那样
Living every day to get a buzz on the weekend
在周末也平常一样忙
I'm in the deep end, fighting with demons
我在与内心深处与恶魔斗争
Tryna stay clean, I just really need a reason
尝试变得整洁我只需要个理由
My bones are shaking and my hands and feet
我浑身上下都在颤抖
I see my rib cage, but I can't eat
我的肋骨已经突显，但仍然吃不下东西
I still wake up panicking, so I can't sleep
我仍会惊醒如此无法入眠
I just sit in the bathtub and try to breathe
我坐在浴缸里尝试着呼吸
Talk about pitfalls
谈谈缺陷
Surrounded by brick walls
四面围墙
This is what kids call
这就是孩子们说的
Withdrawals
"孤僻"
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
删掉我手机里的所有号码，我想待家里
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
真希望我能和我的所有朋友不醉不归
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
我要打败它或者过度服用它
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
真希望我能和朋友们待在一起
I've never felt this bad before
我从未感到如此悲伤
I don't know if I'll make it
我甚至不知道自己能不能成功
Don't have the strength to get off the floor right now
我现在连从地板上爬起的的力气都没有
But I'm hoping and praying
但我仍在期望和祈祷
My whole life I wanted more
我一生想要的可不止这些
This might be the end
这也许就是结局
But now I've had too much fun, it's over now
现在我玩的太开心了，一切都结束了
I loved what I hated
我爱我所恨
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
删掉我手机里的所有号码，我想待家里
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
我想和我的朋友都不醉不归
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
我要打败它或者过度服用它
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
我想和我的朋友能待在一起
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
删掉我手机里的所有号码，我想待家里
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
真希望我和我的朋友都不醉不归
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
我要打败它或者过度服用它
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
真希望我和我的朋友能待在一起
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