confession

I have forgotten how to act like a normal human being.

And I play games.

I lie.

And I trick people to avoid the truth of how I feel.

And the idea of letting anyone close to me is terrifying for obvious reasons.

But the truth is that

I can't imagine waking up knowing that I won't see you.

The truth is I love you.

You can't imagine how good that feels to stay out loud

But it scares me.

And it is the truth.

It is the truth what I feel.