Ordinary

Listen I'm alone, f**k the whole world scares me

Girl I'm holding on by a thread I'm barely

Getting through the days cause I'm treated unfairly

I'm the farthest thing from ordinary

Listen I'm alone, f**k the whole world scares me

Girl I'm holding on by a thread I'm barely

Getting through the days cause I'm treated unfairly

I'm the farthest thing from ordinary

The person looking back at me is the one that I need help again

I tried making friends but in the end I'm by myself again

I rather be invisible instead of overwhelming them

I thought of ending everything instead of f**king telling them

That I'm simply dead already

Psychopath, my head ain't steady

Sick of having suicidal thoughts

I got more than plenty

Why can't I be ordinary

Being me is sort of scary

Cause I gotta deal with burdens that I was born to carry

Stop for a second, look at the time,

I can feel it slip away from me

I said on my darkest days that I'm afraid and it's ok to be

But now when I took at myself

Why the hell am I afraid of me

I'm going for away to a distant place

I'll find a way to leave

I'll open my chest and let you see what is inside

You'll see so many paranormal things you can't describe

There's monsters living in me that are eating me alive

I'm turning into someone I don't even recognize

Who I am (who I am)

Girl god damn (girl god damn)

What the f**k is wrong with me

I'm sorry, I don't understand

They can hate on me, be shady, but my fate is in my hands

They can hate on me but baby they ain't messing up my plans

BRB my vibe is rainy, high as f**k a new Mercedes (idfk)

B*tch the f**k is (idfk)

Always dress like 50's 80's (idfk)

I'm in touch with the creators

I've already met our maker

I'm a sinner not your savior

Taking off, I'll see you later

I'm holding it down for the loners

And people that know that they'll never fit in

And since the beginning

I've been an anomaly living a life full of sin

Don't be afraid to go searching your soul

Because freedom's discovered within

The truth of the matter is that nothing matters

I spit to inspire the kids

There's too many prisons and too many villains

Too many victims and too many flaws

Too much religion and too much division

Too much positions and too many guards

They want me to fail, but ima prevail,

So f**k all the doubters, I'm beating the odds

The facts are unveiled and what they entail

Is everything we know (is) just a facade

Down For the count, I'm about amount

To a clown full of doubt, with a frown to the ground,

What if I would've frowned and without my sound

I wouldn't be where shit just a bunch of pounds

Of flesh and bones

Only heaven knows everyday that I wake is a stepping stone

Take, Take what you can it's game of thrones

Take, Take what you can don't bitch and moan

I took my life on a different road

I want love and peace not cars and clothes

My secrets they better stay disclosed

I'm strange and I can't change that's a know

Got a twisted mind, but I'm wicked with the words

And I simplify what I write in a verse

I'll be mystified when I'm riding in a hearse

Don't sympathize when I die in the dirt

I'm alright but I might wanna listen

I fight fright with a mic from a distance

My whole lifetime I've been a misfit

Once it's over I'm gonna miss it

Agnostic type not a Christian, We cannot define our existence

I'm narcotic, I'm inefficient, I'm psychotic, I'm insufficient

(Thank you sktv evolution)

Listen I'm alone, f**k the whole world scares me

Girl I'm holding on by a thread I'm barely

Getting through the days cause I'm treated unfairly

I'm the farthest thing from ordinary

Listen I'm alone, f**k the whole world scares me

Girl I'm holding on by a thread I'm barely

Getting through the days cause I'm treated unfairly

I'm the farthest thing from ordinary