Drowning

Sik World

歌词

Yeah, I wish I can numb this pain

我希望我等对痛苦麻木

I thought by now I won't complain

我想现在我将不再抱怨

I got the cash with half the fame

我用一半的信誉去换取金钱

Lost half my heart and kept the veins

失去一半初心后我行我素

We had our spark and lost our flame

我们曾有过火花后失去了火焰

I tried to talk, had none to say

我尝试去倾诉，却空无一人

I want the love, you never gave

我想要爱，但你从未给过我

Was hurting me your only aim

你唯一的目标伤到了我

You shot my heart, I bled out hate

射中了我的内心，流出了我的仇恨

'Cause though you left, the trauma stayed

因为即使你离开，伤口仍存在

I wish the past, would go away

我希望过去的时光将会离去

But I guess gotta live with it

但我猜将会与之共行

Times changed, I don't feel different

时光流逝，我从未感到不同

Despite the hurdles in my life I kept my vision alive

尽管一生中有许多的阻碍，但我仍保持头脑清醒

I had no one on my side, yet I still did it

没有人在我身旁，但我仍坚持着

I'm missing thе old me, talking pre-deprеssion

我怀念曾经的我，诉说着堕落之前

Where I felt alive and I had a connection

那时我活着有意义，与世界有着联系

Now I'm dead inside 'cause I lost my direction

现在我的内心已死，因为失去了对自己的定位

I don't put my wall down for my own protection

我不会将内心的墙推倒是为了自我保护

And I'm tired of people using me

我疲于人们利用我

People lie, what do you believe?

人们都在撒谎，你该相信谁

I know people see the truth in me

我知道人们看到了真实的我

And I know one day you will see

我知道有一天你也会看穿

That being true was a tool for me

保持真实只是我的工具

I be sticking to myself

我只依赖我自己

I don't need nobody else

不需要其他人

Just relief from this trauma that keeps on ruining me

只是为了治愈创伤并让它远离我

'Cause lately I'm losing sleep

因为再晚一点我将会失眠

And nobody's getting through to me

没有人能了解我

It's 'cause it

这一切是因为

Feels like I'm losing sleep

感觉像是失眠

I want my mind at ease

我想变得无忧无虑

Feels like I'm losing me

像是失去了本心

I wanna find relief

我想要找到解药

Feels like I need to breath

像是需要呼吸

I think I'm in too deep, now

我想我现在已堕落到深处

I'm drowning in my thoughts

我快被我的想法淹死

Drowning, by myself

我要把自己淹死

I'm drowning, I need help

我已被淹末，我需要帮助！

I'm drowning, they can't tell

我将要溺死，他们也不会说出

I'm drowning, oh

我快溺死了

I'm still here and still driven

我仍在坚持和努力

People see me as a meal ticket

人们把我看做餐券

They get nothing, they can deal with it

他们什么都得不到，只想着用它来交易

I guess me and them were built different

我猜我们有不同的建树

I work for whatever I'm given

我工作从不在乎回报

I been living inside of my room since I was fifteen

我从十五岁就独自住在我的房间

Making a bunch a songs hoping somebody gets me

制作很多歌曲，希望有人能理解我

I always felt alone and the feeling is sickening

我经常感到孤单，那种感觉让我恶心

When your expressing your pain and no one is listening

当你表达你的痛苦却无人愿意去倾听

And life's hard to manage

生活很难维持下去

I feel like I have a disadvantage

我想我有一堆的缺点

Since my childhood left me hella damaged

从小就受到hella（？）的欺负

I don't know love because I never had it

我不懂的爱因为我从未拥有过

Every relationship I'm in never lasted

我从维持过和任何人的关系

Only toxic woman was all I attracted

只有那个恶毒的女人能吸引我全部的注意力

I continuously fear having attachments

我仍害怕有着与她有关的东西

Honestly, it was really hard getting past it

说真的，很难逃离这一切

But, it is what it is, you get what you give

但，事已至此，你得到了你所付出

I wish I learned quicker, look, I probably did

我愿自己能学的更快，看我大概是做到了

Just didn't accept it

我是不愿安与现状

Inside of my mind is where my demons roam

我内心的深处，是魔鬼在漫步

I try to hide 'cause they won't leave me alone

我尝试躲避，因为他们从未离我而去

I overthink all of my mistakes on my own

我想方设法在我身上发现问题

I don't know where to go, it's 'cause it

我不知路在何方，这是因为