Back Then (momma always told me)

I'm stuck in the past to tell you the truth

Grown up so fast I'm just missing my youth

Laughing in class till the clock would hit two

Run to my momma and sip apple juice

Life was so easy it didn't feel hard

Laughing so much as I run through the yard

Lay on my bed and go look at the stars

Trying to find answers on where I should start

Had all these dreams, I thought I could fly

There was no limits, it was paradise

Eat lucky charms with some milk every night

Then go upstairs kiss my parents goodnight

Think I was 6 when I had my first crush

Butterflies in my heart thought it was love

I always remember how she'd make me blush

Getting too scared to sit by her at lunch

I always felt weird to tell you the truth

Hit by a soccer ball and lost my first tooth

Now I'm grown up I don't know what to do

Maybe I'll write a love letter to you

I've been through some pain don't wanna be hurt

Trying to be good but the demons they lurk

It's all okay cause I been through the worst

I am just praying I've lifted the curse