Knot

We went silent for a minute as our bags

Dissappeared into that hole

With their ribbons and their nametags

Right then I knew I wanted so much more

Than a mouth full of tricks

And a house with a low front door

Well I was only 17 at the time

But I wrote down those words

And kept them as a life line

And my memory is stubborn as a child

Pulling at my pant leg

Staring up with questioning eyes

But I thought we had a deal

That we don't feel this again

If it's the last thing we feel

Just wanted to belong to something real

One last time knot on the line

So now I think about you day and night

You're the skyline in the rearview

And the hope in the headlights

But while you claimed that

I was just floating through my days

I was sitting on the shoulder of time

Rpeating a phrase

Which seemed ideal

Yet I couldn't help the urge

To put a spinning on the wheel

Just wanted to belong to something real

One last time knot on the line

One last time

Not made forwards

We could move forwards

I just want to change my mind

The brave storms of our youth I'd just end

You were sleeping on my shoulder

Wile the plane descended

And I thought about the leaves and the trees

How everything grows

But then devours efficiently

But all that pass as it tumble

And we grab for our oxygen masks

I started screaming out your name

Something I always find myself trying

Wen I dream of dying