Positive

Make me, make me sweat

Til i'm wet, til i'm dry

But then wipe this tear from my eye

Haven't felt this warm in a long time

Even out in the bright sunshine

In lifetime of springtimes

I fall into your arms

With my heart pumpin' on

Like a bubblin' dub track

Like a garlicy hot tonque and lip smack

I did some contemplation

Before we got down to this consecration

Maybe baby something in you kiss said

It was an impetous

For me to rethink this

If i love you

Then i better get tested

Make sure we're protected

I　walk through the park

Dressed like a question mark

Hark!

I hear my memory bark

In the back of my brain,

Makn' me insane...

...like *******

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But how'm i gonna live my life if i'm positive?

Is it gonna be a negative?

How'm i gonna live my life if i'm positive?

Is it gonna be a negative?

But how'm i gonna live my life if i'm positive?

It dawned on me, it seemed to me

This is unusual scenery

This red light greenery

Make me feel kinda dreamery

Thinkin' how i used to be

Arrive at the clinic

Walk through the front door

Take a nervous number

Then i think about it more

About all the time

That i neglected

Makin sure that

I was protected

They took my blood

With an anonymous number

Two weeks waitin' wonderin'

I shoulda done this a long time ago

Alot of excuses why i couldn't go

I know these things and these things i must know

'cause it's better to know than to not know!

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I go home to kick it

In my apartment

I try to give myself

A risk assessment

The wait is what can really annoy ya

Everyday is more paranoya

I'm readin' about how it's transmitted

Some behavior i must admit it

Who i slept with, who they slept with,

Who they, who they, who they slept with

I think about life and immortality

What's the first thing i do if i'm h.i.v

Have a cry and tell my mother

Get on the phone and call my past lovers

I never thought about infectin' anotha

All the times that i said 'hmmm? don't bother.'

Was it really all that magic?

The times i didn't use a prophalactic

Would my whole life have to change?

Or would my whole life remain the same?

Sometimes it makes me wanna shout!

All these things too hard to think about

A day to laugh, a day to cry

A day to live and a day to die

'til i find out, i may wonder

But i'm not gonna live my life six feet under

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