NINETEEN

I’m nineteen and I started smoking cigarettes

And I wear ripped jeans

And I fill my weekends with regrets

And my car doesn't sound right

but that's to be expected

And I hide my insecurities

Using laughter as a weapon

Feels like I'm falling and I didn't think to bring a parachute

Seems like you know I'm stalling

But I'm too scared to let those feelings out

Maybe its because the last one broke my heart

And left me all alone

But I hope theres something different about you

Cause

I’m nineteen and I started smoking cigarettes

And I wear ripped jeans

And I fill my weekends with regrets

And my car doesn't sound right

but that's to be expected

And I hide my insecurities

Using laughter as a weapon

I'm still a kid and sometimes I still like to play the air guitar

There’s days I miss like when I’d ride my bike to see where the wild things are

And I don't wanna grow up yet

Cause I’m too scared that I’ll forget

The tree house homes

The bedroom forts

The monsters under my bed

I’m nineteen and I started smoking cigarettes

And I wear ripped jeans

And I fill my weekends with regrets

And my car doesn't sound right but that's to be expected

And I hide my insecurities

Using laughter as a weapon