Lonely

I do yoga to get thinner

Have sex with strangers

To get free dinner

Jog to sweat out my feelings

Cuz' all I do is conceal things

I don't talk because

No one wants an IQ

I don't question life

It doesn't want my views

And I wear make up

To make up for my life

I don't swear

I'm always

Always polite

I got to be the perfect

Trophy wife

Even though he's cheating on me

I pretend not to see

So hold me hold me

I'm so delicate

I'm a woman

I'm emotional

I gotta throw a fit

I get kinky

To settle your needs

Meanwhile I'm bored

Watching your hairline recede

So watch me, watch me

I'm messing around

I'm trying to fill my heart

By clubbing around town

But I can't escape

The numbness in me

Time is flying

And I'm still lonely

I dress up like an angel

When I go to parties

An extended metaphor

Full of irony

When I kiss other girls

To experiment

Then we strip

Each other down with arrogance

I flash the bouncers to get my way

But secretly all I wanna do

Is get away

So I take hard drugs

To try and escape

Escape this place

So hold me hold me

I'm so delicate

I'm a woman

I'm emotional

I gotta throw a fit

And I get kinky to settle your needs

Meanwhile I'm bored

Watching your hairline recede

So hold me, hold me

So hold me, hold me

So hold me, hold me

So hold me, hold me

I'm still lonely