gtg (Prod. notmorgn)

I'll be 20 next year

But I dress like I'm old

Sitting down 12 hours

I could swear I'm growing mold

Kraft macaroni cooking up on the stove

I got no where else to be

But I'll say I gotta go

Everytime she tells me

I should stay some more

I'll see no drugs so f*ck it gotta go

Gotta go

Gotta go

Gotta go

I gotta go

Not a single hour lately I don't wanna roll

Not a single meal I wouldnt finish with a smoke

Never touch a bogie and I put that on my soul

But I light so many woods

It's like a bought a pack of smokes

Like I bought a pack of newports

Living life like it's a crash course

Living life like theres a second try

I know you will but I don't think I'll die

So I'm giving everything a try

Where'd you get it and how much it cost

How much of it cause an overdose

I don't wanna die but I'll get close

How much of it gonna numb my soul

Intense emotion make me curl my toes

F*ck love I feel it getting old

I'll be 20 next year but I feel like I'm dead

I look like I'm 12 and my hair is a mess

Flip the stack just like a tech deck

I ain’t smokin gas

But if I did it would be septic

I'm f*ckin ballin’

They tryna intercept it

They just get crossed up

Like an intersection

Y’all my sons

Like I broke the contraceptive

She lackin vitiman D

So she swallowed my ********

Must be my aesthetic

Shawty gimme neck

But it feel like anesthetic

I can’t feel my chest ****

My heart beatin fast

Think it’s cardiac arrest *****

Woah big words I think I need a dictionary

Words inducing images but this ain’t pictionary

Write in the morning

Record in the evening

Day in the life

But I breathe for no reason

By the way girl I gotta go

I just get inspired from the feeling of your throat

Plus it's cold out I think I see some snow

How much of it gonna numb my soul

Intense emotion make me curl my toes