歌词
I’m lost in your world
迷失在你的世界
Looking for a purpose that belongs to me only
寻找着只属于我的使命
May the lilies bloom for me
愿百合花为我绽放
Do you hear the lilies speak?
你是否听见了百合花们的低语？
The leaves kissing the bees
树叶亲吻着蜂
The soil covering up all the sorrow
泥壤掩埋着所有的悲伤
All the seeds I sowed
我在花园播种的一切
In a garden can’t be claimed by me
终不属于我
Do you hear the lilies speak?
你是否听见了百合花们的轻喃？
I gave it my all
我倾注了我的一切
Isn’t it supposed to be sunny now?
不该换来一缕阳光吗？
But my rain won’t stop
但我的雨下不停
My rain won’t stop
我的雨下不停
The hell I saw, voices I heard
我所看见的地狱，所听见的悲鸣
The dreams that I lost changed nothing at all
所失去的憧憬，什么也改变不了
I’m still my insufferable self
我仍是那个我无法忍受的自己
Setting my hair on fire, giving you warmth
点燃青丝，给予你温暖
Hoping you’d realize
希望你知道
I want you by my side
我希望你在我身边
May the lilies bloom for me
愿百合花为我盛开
Thought I would be satisfied
本以为我会感到欣慰
Seeing you content at the other side
看着在彼岸感到满足的你
But somehow I thought these crazy thoughts
但不知为何，我不切实际地幻想着：
That I deserve to be loved
我值得被爱
I deserve to know love
我有资格知道什么是爱
We deserve to live in love
我们都有应该浸润在爱当中
I wish there’s no end
多么希望没有尽头
I wish there’s no end
多么渴望没有落幕
To our time together
我们在一起的时光
The lilies wilted
百合花们凋零了
Waving down into my coffin
撒向我的灵柩
Goodbye, my youth expensed
再见，我的青春挥霍殆尽
Goodbye, my innocence
再见，我的纯白无暇
Should I be mad?
我该歇斯底里吗？
Should I be glad?
我该欣然接受吗？
Am I enough?
我满足了吗？
How can I be enough so I'm proud of myself?
我该怎样做才能让我为自己感到自豪？
Reaching my goals
即便实现目标
Distracting my feelings changed nothing at all
无视我的情感，一切如故
I’m still my insatiable self
我依然是那个贪得无厌的自己
Isn’t it better to be dumb?
当个傻瓜不是更好吗？
To be ignorant?
一直一无所知？
Not knowing there is liberty in this world not meant for me
比起认识到世上有与我无缘的自由
May the lilies bloom for me
愿百合花为我盛开
专辑信息
2.North
7.Bulbel
8.Prologue
18.Pulsation
19.Abandonment
23.Compounding
25.Evil - Intro
26.Evil - Outro
36.Lily
37.Holy Land
44.Dewdrop
46.Grudge
50.Epilogue