alive

thebreathingbackwards:

Waste away in my head when I'm defeated

Been a minute since I've felt fully completed

I've been feeling fxcking hopeless (fxcking hopeless)

I've been hoping you won't notice (you won't notice)

I hate myself but that's the way it goes now

See support so why do I still feel alone now

It's getting harder not to leave it all behind

I don't think that I can salvage my own mind

Do you ever feel the same

Broken down inside your brain

Far gone, I'm not worth saving

Fxcked up the storm I'm braving

Don't try to feed me love

I know I'll never be enough

Run home, forget my mess

I'll self destruct in all my stress, there's

No point in trying to hide

I'll never make it out alive

I won't try to fight it, I'll just let it break me

I feel the undertow collapse and try to take me

Depression got me dead, anxiety stay shaking

A battle I won't ever win, a passion I'm forsaking

Do you ever feel the same

(Do you ever feel the same)

Broken down inside your brain

Far gone, I'm not worth saving

Fxcked up the storm I'm braving

Don't try to feed me love

I know I'll never be enough

Run home, forget my mess

I'll self destruct in all my stress, there's

No point in trying to hide

I'll never make it out alive

cloudhighcomeup:

Time to face it, you should know

When my thoughts go, they don't hold back

But it hurts now, I'm alone, yeah

I guess that I liked the way it felt

And now I'll never fall in love

And I can try to understand

But what's the point when I'm not good enough, no

I can't waste your time again

Can't help but let you down

And it's the way it's gonna end

thebreathingbackwards:

Far gone, I'm not worth saving

Fxcked up the storm I'm braving

Don't try to feed me love

I know I'll never be enough

Run home, forget my mess

I'll self destruct in all my stress, there's

No point in trying to hide

I'll never make it out alive