watched it decay

I'm just tryna find where my heads at

You were cryin when you said that

You love me but you just can't take it

Why'd I have to be so vancant

I could see that you tried so hard

Put aside your scars

I wasn't willing to change

So your love turn to pain

Now I'm all alone in my bedroom

Yeah I wish I tried to change when you said to

But I'm so damn selfish

**** I feel so helpless

See now that I pushed you away

Watched it all go astray

I watched it decay

Now how could I ask you to stay

I swear I'll change please believe me

Do you miss me when your sleeping

I know it's late but I needed time

Will you still be mine

I swear I'll change please believe me

Do you miss me when your sleeping

I know it's late but I needed time

Will you still be mine

How'd I let it get like this

I can't live like this

Cause everytime I try to leave the house

I'm bleeding out

Don't leave I'm screamin out

But it's all reminiscence gone in an instant

Your face in the distance

With no real resistance

A waste of existence

I'm dead lay my body to rest with the fishes

How'd I let you leave like that

I didn't even fight back

Now im filled with regret

My head is a mess

I can't even get dressed

I can't get out of bed

Drowning in water I can't even tread

Choking on words that I should have just said

My only companion that's left is this dread