"but for the love of god pls let me go"

I told you i'd be a better me

I'm so sorry that i lied

My disguise

Kept me tied up

I'm feeling tired of all this

Something inside me is running and hiding

And letting the rest of me run free

I guess we'll see if it works out

But something has been telling me it's over now

So let this be my final stand

Close my eyes and hold my hand

God i know that i've done wrong

So let this be my final song

Let me fade out in the background

I feel like i've been caged like a dog pound

I feel like i'm insane when you not around

But

I'm prolly worse when you're here

Made a mistake and forgot it with a beer

Write another song about

You scream and shout at someone

Who just wants the best

God i'm depressed

Where did i go so god damn wrong

I think i'll be gone before too long

So maybe just maybe it won't ever matter

And maybe oh maybe it's not a disaster

Maybe you'll be okay and one day i can say the same

Or maybe we meet and heavens gates to fall in love again

I told you i'd be a better me

And maybe i didn't lie at all

It's the fall that i must take to fade away from all this

All the shit i talk

I know i was wrong

But i can't take that back so

I hope that you understand

I'm no man

I'm a boy

I'm destroyed

I've been hiding from all of my problems

And you filled the void

I can't be mad at you