Midlife Crisis

I drew the four of pentacles,

Yesterday when I did my tarot,

She says I've been holding on too long,

If I wanna grow I've got to move on

I didn't want to write about you but,

If I wanna be brand new you're,

One of the things I need to let be,

I already know you don't think of me,

No sweat off my back,

I think I'm gonna have a hard attack,

This new midlife crisis,

Is not how I thought it'd be

Two decades now,

Done living in my mortal flesh,

This will be the year I flex

Two decades now,

Living in my mortal flesh,

You ain't even see me yet

I'll be pulling a biddy in the summer,

98 degrees by the pool drinking,

trying to beat this heatwave,

I don't need a bowl,

what you trying to smoke,

Say you're cutting down,

but we know that it's a joke

We'll be high till the,

end of our day

Truly looking back,

I know I'm on the right path,

This new midlife crisis,

Turned out to be a blessing,

Two decades now,

Done living in my mortal flesh,

This will be the year I flex

Two decades now,

Living in my mortal flesh,

You ain't even see me yet