歌词
Days of disappearance i ghost alone half-sleeping toward market street
匿迹的时间里我鬼魂般半梦独行向市场街
Blend into a northwest fog the color of ash to watch the ships from ballard bridge
溶入西北雾气之中 余烬的灰度 目睹Ballard桥开来的渡船
In dreams i fade upward
梦中我飘升
Head sky-bound and evaporate
头颅悬天蒸发
Collecting in the heavy low clouds above me
汇集于上空阴沉的云层
Particle by particle
少许地 少许地
Becoming rain, becoming nothing
化作雨 幻为虚无
To fall
洒落
Down into the water below
沦降低洼
Swept up in the currents flowing
随流卷逝
Carried toward the open ocean mouth
输灌茫洋
Alone
只身
Where i will like any other wave crest and dissipate into a greater one than i
彼方将如任何波峰 于我冲散作巨势之潮
Be swallowed in a body not my own
所吞噬 非己的躯体中
Without frame and drift weightlessly among everything else
无形 失重游离 万物之间
Lost forever without shape
永远迷惘以不详
In spaces i once swam through
于曾泅过之处
But you
但你呢
You are still an image vivid
你仍是生动的印象
And from the bridge i see you in every ship split water wide open
桥上我眩视你悉艘轮舶之中 猖獗撕裂水面
Float on that formless indefinite mass
虚浮抽象之物以上
Where in all of my visions i have disintegrated
在一切视野里 我已支离破碎
Pixel by pixel into nothingness
微眇地 微眇地 堕入虚无
Or else i am still my body
否然旧附我身
And you are the bridge itself
你即桥之本身
Holding me up above that cold abyss
挈入极寒崖渊
Somehow despite everything i did
未知缘由 所为种种
Selfless with your stress and mine
无私于彼此的抑压
But it should not be your responsibility to hold me up there or to bear any wight beyond your own
对此行径 你却不应担有责任 承忍超然鬼蜮 亦复如是
To be anxious in all ways and compensate for a faith i lacked in me not to break when i bent but i did
全然焦炙 弥补我缺失的信仰 勿顺躬折我腰身 却如此
Because i was a waste and you were too patient with me too kind
仅因我是个废物 于我你太宁耐太慈悲
Waiting for a shape to form
期候成型
Returning again and again inexplicably to restore by hand what i once was and you knew somehow
莫名重又复原 手塑往昔的我 你不可捉摸地得知
But it never should have been your responsibility to fix me
却本不应翻修我
Not now not ever
如今不应 一贯不应
So why did you?
你为何如此
I should be the mist that shrouds the mountain range around you
我当为笼罩你周身山脉的薄雾
Chased out with the winter when the spring comes in
春临时冬驱
You should have let me fade
你当将我湮灭
And be separated particle by particle swirling in the ocean waves
浪潮中渐然瓦解
Bodies aimless drifting without end again
形骸再次遥无休止地流浪
Shapeless as the day that we first met
如彼此初见时无形
(days of disappearance i go and do not go anywhere without you
（匿迹的时间没有你 我似动非动
Settle in both low clouds and the flowers in our garden home
偏安低云丛花之间
My silhouette a fixture on the kitchen bricks)
我的身影 迟疑在灶间的砖上）
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