Rest To Get Better

I haven't slept in forever, only rest to get better

I'm up every three hours or so

With the same awful thoughts that keep me in my place

Too tired to act out or make sense of my days

Maybe, I'll find peace

Maybe, between the cold sheets

Maybe, that's all I need

Maybe, I'll get some sleep

I haven't slept in forever, only rest to get better

And dream up all the ways to escape

And when I'm wide-awake the world seems to move slowly

Like long goodbyes from the lonely sound of alarms

You think you get honest you only get meaner

You think it gets better you only break cleaner

Admit you're a liar, admit that you need her

You think it gets better you only break cleaner

Maybe, I'll find peace

Maybe, between the cold sheets

Maybe, that's all I need

Maybe, I'll get some sleep

I haven't slept in forever, only rest to get better

And dream up all the ways to escape

And when I'm wide-awake the world seems to move slowly

Like long goodbyes from the lonely sound of alarms

I tried everything

Long goodbyes from the lonely sound of alarms

You don't remember me

And we'll never escape from the lonely sound of alarms

I will never escape

Maybe, it was the summer of 03

Maybe, we were 17 and 16

Maybe, you don't remember me

Wide-awake the world moves slowly

I will never escape from the lonely

I haven't slept in forever, only rest to get better

And dream up all the ways to escape

And when I'm wide-awake the world seems to move slowly

Like long goodbyes from the lonely sound of alarms

I tried everything

Long goodbyes from the lonely sound of alarms

You don't remember me

Long goodbyes from the lonely sound of alarms

And we'll never escape from the lonely sound of alarms