I Objectify

I object to what I want to see

Not feeling close outside of me

Some distant memory

or something forgotten

I object to what I feel inside

Everyone walks around like a sign

Some kind of cheap paperback novel

You read it once and then it's discarded

Tied up like a knot with what I grew up in

Everytime I change

I stay locked up inside afraid of expression

If I treat you like dirt

it's all I'm expecting

I objectify

I objectify

Don't understand why I'm feeling this way

There's a part of me that's always betrayed

Uncertainty

I'm certain that's often

I don't get what's been got at before

I always thought there was something more

I saw your face

That's all I remember

I know your name but it's not important

You weren't like what I saw on TV

You weren't like what I read in magazines

You weren't like what I saw in the movies

You weren't everything you were meant to be

I objectify

I objectify

I objectify